Deep & confused. Why did I write this?

In the mood for a deep poem? Here you go.

This girl wants out

But something's holding her in

She screams and shouts

But  no where near winning

She's lost and confused

Not knowing where to go

Feels like she's been used

She just goes with the flow

When will this be done?

When will she be okay?

She's about to run

And be gone any day

So, there is another poem I wrote last year. I really don't remember writing this, nor do I remember why I wrote it so depression like. I guess this poem speaks for itself and how I felt. But, i've changed thankfully. I won't update tomorrow, so read this post like it's Sunday.

Adios!

Poem for thought

Today i'm going to share a poem I wrote last year.

I see fear and shock ahead

The act of regret and self doubt

The worry of the world

The needed will to change

The love and passion held dearly

The hope  and courage to move on

The shamed and frightening ending

The wonder and pain of the outcome

The sorrow and happiness it desires

The mirror tells truth- my reflection

I wrote this last year in my english class. It means a lot to me. When I wrote this I was going through a lot & was in a way very upset with the outcome of my life. I've moved on though & am very happy now a days. What does my poem mean to you?