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So yes, I know I haven't blogged in FOREVER, but my life has been kind of busy. I've been bouncing from one group to another, one party to another, and from one fight to another. I'm actually grateful for this. I love having many groups of friends. I have tons of people I can depend on and tons of people to talk to things about. One group I can have a blast with. The other, I could cry on their shoulders all night. One group I could be a dare devil. One group I could be a "goody-good angel." One group I can talk about sports all night. One group I can just be myself. Maybe this is a bad thing, maybe it's a good thing. I really do not know. Is it testing who I am? Is it a denial of self worth, personality, and life? I am unsure. Maybe I really don't know who I am. Maybe that's okay. Maybe its not. Will I ever find out? I know I said I hated this earlier, but things change. I guess it is just up to time to tell.